So... I've been a boring, repetitive, dull person for the last few... years probably.
This is going to change.
I have figured out (it has dawned on me) that when I am bored, I am tired. When I am tired, I do nothing. When I do nothing I get bored... so you see a viscous (not sure of the spelling between the word that means nasty and the word that means goo-ey, so I hope that's right.) anyway... a viscous circle occurs.
Basically, I reckon if I'm not bored then the rest will not happen. We shall see.
My plan is to do new things and keep busy. So... I am going to attempt to do something new every day.
Not always big things, might be something like:
try a new recipe
listen to a band I've not heard before
Start reading a new book
Or, it might be bigger things, like:
Try a new restaurant,
Do a new sport
Join a class or workshop
I don't know... suggestions would be gratefully received.
In doing this, I'm pretty sure I'll make mistakes and do things wrong and probably make a tit out of myself. But what's the point in doing nothing just to avoid doing stuff wrong?!
I've been miserable and pathetic, I'm getting divorced and have mental health problems. I doubt that watching a film on my own, trying avocado or trying out Kickboxing is really going to do me that much harm. In fact, it might just do me good. Unless I'm allergic to avocado.
Positivity is nice.
